Blood carpet
Blood blood carpet
You find me
You find me
Upon a willow dash
Of certainty and desperation
The s
Standishly in corruption
Of our sweet turpentine
Washing the urns of lost loves
So forget me not
My darling boy
I am here
And I am not
There is no god
but you
Attached to this flesh
Are you
But dreams find labor
Upon a green voyage
Crush me
Hold thee
For she is
Hush
The most evil man I know
is free from all things
He does not adhere to our perceptions
of right and wrong
He scoffs at our religions
at our traditions
and rituals
Sunday is another day for him
and the idea of kosher laughable
and he laughs
at our inconsistencies
and our fanatical stubbornness
to adhere to invisible deities
and worship animals
and he mocks the idea
that we make peace
by waging war
in the name of some god
So in this world governed by
people who believe in cows
and fear an angry father in the sky
what does it matter to a man
who doesn’t believe?
And why does he seem so evil?
It’s because he believes in the one thing we fear most:
that nothing really matters
and that things don’t happen
for any reason
Our eyes met
for just a moment
and I hurried away
because in that small,
fraction of a whisper of a moment
you shook my heart
and the foundations
of my soul
.
.
.
How could I forget
the dim lit room
and the heat of your skin
and the taste of your kiss
as the Sun cast its glow
on your golden hair
that you twirled in your fingers
And the setting glow
of orange and pink
that seemed eternal
in our passionate embrace
and we were lovers
The time on the clock
and, like Cinderella,
I rushed you home
You wouldn’t
and I wouldn’t
let go
not just yet
and we kissed again
in the hope that our moment,
a whisper in time,
was not a dream
Don’t be afraid,
my little darling
The world is dark
and it is violent.
There are men
who would take away
your innocence,
and there are those
who lie and steal
and leave naught
for honest and calloused hands.
But
this dark world
can be filled with light.
I leave you with a task
my love
Let your heart
sing with your actions.
Be naked and enjoy
the Earth beneath you.
Stand tall and dance.
Be foolish.
Make mistakes.
You are the product of love.
You are the culmination my life.
See my life through your eyes,
as I see yours through mine.
Inspire the world
with the radiance in your heart,
and light the way
for those
lost in the shadows.
I ask you to do this
because,
though I may never have met you
and though we may never meet,
I love you
and I believe in you.
Now go and scrape your knees.
Get your heart broken
and break a heart in return.
Let your tears run
and let another’s tears
flow upon your shoulders.
I leave you the gift of the world.
I only ask
that you save it.
And I’ll always be by your side
no matter what.
With all my love,
Dad
A warm numbness
sinks to the bone
and there’s no light
just,
warmth
no fire nor clouds
no figments or figures
just warmth
and darkness
overwhelming
you Devil
but,
I love it
I love every moment of you
slice me into pieces
and bite into my flesh
rip my skin off
and introduce me
seduce me
to chaos
take away my shell
and free my soul
let’s look into the abyss
together
and let’s laugh at it
